I Work Hard For the Money...

I started my first OFFICIAL job not this past Friday but the Friday before that. I say OFFICIAL because before I worked at Michelle's but I loved working for Michelle at her in home daycare and it wasn't really work it was more fun and I loved playing with the kids!!! However, I am now working at a daycare center let me tell you a lot different from an in home daycare. First there are so many rules and paperwork because its run by the state. It makes me very nervous because I'm afraid I will mess up. Also, I have to memorize all the kids names what their allergic to, their parents names and the two other people who are allowed to pick them up. However, I already love a lot of the kids!!! Even the trouble makers are hard not to love. When they go outside all I hear the whole time is Miss Jenna push me on the swing!! Its so much fun but SO tiring by the time I get home I'm whipped!! The boss is really nice but a little intimidating and all the ladies that work there are super nice I just hope I don't mess something up!! But I am super glad that I found a job for the summer when everyone who is out of work is having a hard time finding one!

In other news I LOVE being home and seeing and spending time with all my family and friends but I do miss my friends at school but it wont be long and I will see them again and they are only a text message, phone call, and face book message away so I talk to them a lot!! :)
God has really been teaching me to trust in Him in many ways! I cant do this without Him!! Sometimes I wish I could talk to Him face to face for just a little bit because I need some advice right now but I know He will help me on His timetable not on mine!
Sometimes I feel like such a chicken I wish I could be braver but with God's help and in time I know I can become braver.

"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" Phil. 4:13

Trusting 101

I wish there was a class with that title!!!
My life is so unsettle right now its crazy! Who would of thought that after my first year of college I would feel this way! I think its just the transition from being away to being back home!! But there is a lot of stuff going on in my life and would appreciate the prayers right now!! I'm in the process of getting a job and Ive had some problems so I need to learn to trust my Lord and Savior that he has a plan for me!! Ive just felt super down lately but I know God will be by me every step of the way and I have amazing family and friends to help me out too!!
So in a way I'm in my own class called Trusting 101!!!

First Year Of College

Heres a few pictures of my First Year of college!!

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

First Year of College....

... is done and over with!! WOW

Did that go by fast or what! I can't believe I am now a sophomore in college. This year was so hard but so amazing at the same time!! I am so excited for summer and being home with my family and friends but I left some amazing people!! I am going to miss them so much!! Some of them I will get to see over the summer so that makes me happy but others I wont!! :(

I am just excited to see what God has in store for me over this summer!! I am going to work at a daycare and these next couple days is for finalizing the process of that aka A LOT of paper work!! I came out of college a different person but I don't mean that I changed who I was and am but I am now a stronger person and have been put out of my comfort zone which has only made me stronger in my faith and who I am.

I have had so many good memories my first year!!!

I have seen so many different people with different backgrounds that have made me SO thankful for my family and the way I was raised!!

My first year wasn't all good though I had some hard days here and there and even some hard weeks but I knew my Heavenly Father was there every step of the way!!

I may have found something during my first year of college that will change my life forever but I will have to see how that works out all I know is that God knows...

In the end I would not trade my first year of college for anything!