What A Week!!

Wow so this week has not been very good and its not even over yet!! I'm so ready for the weekend!! I get to go home because its my cousins musical!! I cannot wait!! Also, I am bringing one of my friends!! So I'm pumped!! Anyways this week has been full of failures, and disappointments. This is really the first time here at Bluffton that Ive had one of these weeks. I mean Ive had my days but never weeks! This is one of those times when I ask myself how do people live without Jesus like honestly I'm not sure I could make it through without Him. I mean my friends are amazing and always make me feel better when I'm having a bad day! But in the end all I like to do is crawl in bed and pour it all out because He is the only one that truly knows what I'm going through!!
Today as I was studying my roommate was listening to music and the song History by Matthew West came on and it gave me lots of encouragement and hope! Then when she left I turned my music on and the same song came on again and all I could do was thank God for reminding me that yesterday is History and today is a new day!!!!
So here are the lyrics I hope they encourage you as much as they did me!!

History
Its been a bad day, you've been looking back
And all you can see is everything you wish you could take back
All your mistakes, a world of regrets
All of those moments you would rather forget
I know it's hard to believe
Let me refresh your memory
Chorus:Yesterday is history
And history is miles away
So leave it all behind you
Let it always remind you of the day
The day that love made history
You know you can't stay right where you fell
The hardest part is forgiving yourself
But let's take a walk into today
And don't let your past get in the way
Repeat chorus
Yeah Yeah
Would you believe that you are history
In the making, in the making
Every choice that you are making
Every step that you are taking
Every chain that you are breaking
History is in the making
Every word that you are saying
Every prayer that you are praying
Every chain that you are breaking
History is in the making
Repeat chorus
Yeah yeah
Oh history is in the making
Every word that you are saying
Every prayer that you are praying
Every chain that you are breaking
History is in the making

I dont know where the time goes?

So basically I have a month and my first year of collge is over with!! Are you as shocked as I am!?!? I've learned a lot this year about who I am and who I am coming to be. However, I still have a lot to learn!!! And I give all my thanks to God because without Him I am nothing.


These past couple days have been so nice!! All the people from Bluffton finally reappeared!! Yesterday so many people were out!! I found the people :)

Latly I think God has been teaching me how to be humble but confidant in myself which is a hard balance. But Im going to try.

Another day is coming to a close bring on the new one I need a clean slate :)
Thank You God!